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Apr. 28th, 2010 | 12:09 pm

For those of you that might still be reading this, I know it's been a while. I know I don't use this anymore. It's a shame, but there is this:

I've recently started a blogspot. My husband is deploying in July for a year, he'll be in Afghanistan. And I'll be writing about my time away from him. I've got a few friends following it so far, and would love if you did too.

http://thedeploymentpages.blogspot.com/

Check it out!

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Sep. 14th, 2009 | 04:31 am

I've been learning my entire life. It has all stayed with me.

I will fight beside you, but you have to know I'm ready to take hits.

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Sep. 9th, 2009 | 04:27 pm

Good days. I've been having them lately, and today is seeming to be another.

5 days. It came quicker than we though, didn't it? I still can't wait. Your taste, your scent, your touch. I might just explode. I might just explode into a thousand blue butterflies.

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Aug. 31st, 2009 | 12:47 am

There is something inside of me, something I cannot describe perfectly. A feeling I cannot properly convey. It's in my chest, in my head, on the tip of my tongue and at the bottom of my feet. It's bigger than I am. It's bigger than you. It's bigger than the world, the universe. And it's growing every day.

In three or so weeks, I'll become Mrs. Jessica Harriman. I will be his wife. I'll hold his hand and walk in step with him until the end of the world. The next 16 days I'll be spending without him are damn near meaningless, they are nothing. They are nothing when I think of these things. The future. Ours. We are unconventional and weird beyond comprehension and unique thinkers, schemers. We are diving in at the deep end. We are cutting our own path with machetes. We know not exactly where we're going, or how we're getting there.. but that we are together, with our love. And that alone is enough to conquer anything this cruel world will throw at us. And it will try to crush us, we are expecting it. It means nothing, though. Nothing.

This is it.

He is the sun, the moon, the stars and the clouds. The wind at my back. The roots. The world. And he's chosen me to love. I am full of indescribable joy and anticipation, hope and ambition. I am overflowing with sweet, immovable, endless, pure and incomparable love for him. I am ready, Sean. We are already happening and it is now and it is everything I could have wanted but nothing I had admitted to expecting when I met you. I love you, from the very innermost depths of my character and soul. And I will, forever.

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Aug. 28th, 2009 | 02:24 am

September 14. I'm waiting for you.

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Aug. 23rd, 2009 | 05:13 pm

Just give me November.

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our genesis

Aug. 16th, 2009 | 08:19 pm

immovable object
unstoppable force
created, formed, shaped.
in unfathomable caves
in thirsting deserts
in troubled waters
at point A
at point Z.
Forced into existence
sinking
burning
falling
yearning.
Unaware of the other
enter wanderlust
rigid searching
empty results.


two and some decades.
or a thousand centuries.
it matters not
for time is time is time.

against odds unthinkable
a collision so monumental
the earth erupted
with hills
with mountains
with volcanoes.
A force so strong
a love so powerful
an illumination so brilliant
this amalgamation
gave mother nature
goosebumps.

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Ears 2 God

Aug. 8th, 2009 | 05:40 pm

I've never been able to stop
once started
downhill slope
build momentum and bowl over
everything in sight.
You've turned me on
and on and on
and this momentum
this build up of pressure,
it won't stop flowing.
My love for you is never ending.
I've been saving it for just this moment.

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Starting Now

Mar. 22nd, 2004 | 05:39 pm





Okay. From now on..

Friends Only.

Comment to be added.


Yours,
Jess

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